Just a few days ago.. around 10 o'clock in the night,Somehow' i felt the urge to talk to someone.. a friend... but i didn't know who..  and since there's not many of them here in the uk (coz i haven't made  THAT many friends yet..) .. just a few.. and those 2-3 friends of mine, don't really know me that well now do they?Thus,my thought went straight for my malaysian mates. The names popped-up in my head, name after name, like a bloody chain,on and on and on.. biggie, babe lea,babe shah,fawa..just to name a few.. i mean like, who'd be up at 5 o'clock in the morning??? i WAS gonna call shah..but i thought.. budak ni sure sippin' on endless spirits and god knows what and he'd probably be too fookin' high to even know it was me callin'..it's just that thing on weekends..i pon sama join if i was still in k.l hahahaha.. oh yea! now i remember.. coz it was on a friday night that i called.. so ok,  i decided to call fawa instead.. biasa la malaysia's hilton heiress rite.. and boy was i lucky.. she WAS still up, actually she was on her way home from heiqal's place.. and despite her knackeredness..mana tak kan.. i just started to "pour my heart" out.. biasala paris.. non-stop talking kan? like i fookin' care what u people think of me.. takde i, tak complete k.. just fookin' admit it! i just hate these kids yg suke hanjingkan me from behind.. like hello, if i was non-stop talking about irrelevant stuff takpe aa gak.. this is like, all mind-blowing stuff k.. they wouldn't be coming back for more if it was not a fact, u nob-head! anyways,lets forget that,not affected pon,saja nak maki sket.. so,after talking to babe fawa.. i was simply just happy! happy that it made me feel like i was back in malaysia.. thanks babe, i lufffffffffff u muchie!.. on and by the way.. maybe ur rite.. maybe i'm starting to become anti-social too kot?

       

        Shah 'naughty-naughty' tried to play this trick on me! well frankly dearies.. he pulled it off.. BUT only half way tho'! .. someone else had already played this trick on me before.. but it was along time ago.. but this time i was sorta undecisive about the quiz. U see, shah told me to go to this web address and try the quiz out.. it's basically a love-prediction quiz thingie, where a set of questions are layed out and by honestly answering them, it will enable the host to predict the name of your future partner and also how long your relationship will last. I was really puzzled at first.. coz,if shah was really just messing, then i REALLY do have all the answers for the q's..but if the quiz was for REAL.. then i really don't have the answers..coz i'm not seeing anyone,i'm not having a crush  be it huge or just average over anyone.. at least not at the moment... i decided to type in the name ali.. n i knew by leaving it that way he'd go figure the second one in split seconds... imran! but sweetie pie..i'm so over him already dear.. i was gonna put  'shah bana' ( as a means of turning the table around on shah)..but then.. banana's not my huge crush  now is he? well he was my crush last year..but he was just a crush! urgh,see this is me.. always making the simplest stuff of all, complicated! ok, so i got punk'd by shah..( typing that with an incredulous attitude ).. happy now? hehehehe ;-p


          Speaking of  'paco raBANA' boy.. i wonder how he's doin' these days... hmm happy ke you,banana boy?? .. god, this brings back memories of me crossing paths with a guy called paco rabana banana! somewhere over the rainbow ( that's myspace tau).. a leprechaun (that's banana)..caught every eye that gazed upon him..(sebab he's so cute kot?).. with that,he carries a big pot of gold and filling it in with even more gold that he's happily picking up from all over the place(  that means,all compliments from everyone..comments and what not) .. he came across a rather unusual pinkish unicorn with a magical diamond horn.. ( that's me, coz i'm definitely GAY,BOLD and BITCHY n definitely loves pink,definitely cik so tah and he was questioning the reason why ppl call me paris ).. but the leprechaun could only see the unicorn from the other side, AND vice versa! ( coz we're fookin' on different sides of the world aren't we ).. ok.. wait a sec, this is going no where..terasa bosan plaknak meneruskan story-telling ni.. so lets just bloody get back to reality shall we? lets la u ols.. so anyways, i remember this one particular time, when we were having our msn session rite.. he really wanted me to stay and chat with him ( coz i said that i had to leave as i have some errands to attend to).. but he on the other hand had to finish his assignment.. so his solution??? hahaha, he goes on the web cam, and asked whether i'd stay and watch him do his work. I said ok, n so i did stay on.. and every now and then, he'd turn to the web cam, and smile, and wave his hand, and blow kisses.. and... and.. and.. ermm..well u DON'T really need to know what went on next.. n  lets just keep it that way eyh? .. no worries.. it was nothing serious n nothing sexual ;-p.. but paco raBANA BANAna boy never did tell me that he was seeing someone.. he said he's been single and still IS single.. but one fookin' dreadful' day, i received a nasty email from his SO CALLED partner! what the fook? partner? did i miss sumthin'.. since when did he have a fookin' partner? i knew he had an admirer from brunei,n that they were gonna meet each other when he goes back to brunei from new zealand, but i didn't think that he'd go steady right after touch-down ??? and what's his partner's problem telling me to back-off,when it's his fookin' banana  lover who went crazy over me, his so called, OWN 'PARIS hilton'?.. THANK GOD,mek dinch said hello to him at bleu bar coz later on he told me that was a bit upset that i spotted him and didn't even introduce myself..(sorry darling,that night i was in BAMBANG's arms) and then he said  he was really 'up for anything'  and we all know what that means,me and him in bed! i know it has been a year now since this happened, and i'm not complaining or stating that it's still affecting me, coz it SO is NOT! ..put it this way.. physically@ appearance wise ; he's af-fab definitely TO DIE FOR..but mentally/spiritually and emotionally ; he's not worth it! he's just not.. n to my dearest mate, who got hurt .. i just hope u'll get over him ok.. probably not str8 away.. but soon... besides hun, there's plenty more other fishes or sharks in the sea.. just make sure this time, u don't pick a FOOKIN' RETARD hahahaha.. eh u , just go fish@shark hunting la.. ! sugar pie honey bontot --> remember that? u know who u r..


lots of love,
BaBe PaRiS