Make poverty history, live8 concert.

             So lately i've been eating a lot.. everyday, non-stop like a fookin' pig on speed..i've been eating so much, till i'm so full and tired and near-comatose. i have the appetite of a rhino.. i've gain weight tremendously.. but i'm not arsed... and now, i'm EVEN more not arsed  because after watching last night's LIVE8's concert.. i realized how much i should be thankful' and grateful' for what i've got and for the food that has been served on my plate everyday of my life. But maybe i should stop being greedy for a while and think of the people who are less fortunate in other corners of the world..

    Did u guys know that, in africa, every 3 second, a child dies? i seriously didn't know that.. but now i do.there is no money, no food, not enough medical help and the list goes on. it is very sad, and even more heart-breaking for us to see what goes on in their daily life. But we are not the ones who are on the suffering end. Thus,the LIVE8 concert was launched last night by sir bob geldof in hyde park, london. But mind you, other countries were also participating in this 'awareness-raising concert' like france,germany and tokyo , just to name a few. and performances/appearance by sting, mariah carey,joss stone, madonna, brad pitt, etc. it was fabulous! and a beautiful african girl came up to the stage in london, to talk about how this live8 thingie has saved her life  20 years ago. With only a few minutes left before taking her last breath .. she received the aid and the help which then, had enabled her to live on..up till now, and eventually last night, tell her story to everyone to knock some sense into their heads, that poverty is a word and an epidemic (well aids do spread in'nit.. and god knows what else is going on over there, interms of sickness and virus and all sorts ) that needs to be erased and if possible abolished from the surface of the earth.

         hand in hand, putting aside each and every countries differences, work towards one goal,which is to help the ones in need, that is the countries that are affected by the word 'poverty'. The children of today will eventually be the leaders of tomorrow,but what promise is their for tomorrow and our future, if in every 3 seconds a child dies in these poor countries? they'll probably be NO tomorrow, NO future.. and the next thing we know, everything ends up in oblivion! THAT'S NOT HOT!

 

p/s: my diet regime, will start in 2 weeks time.. if ever i go to mc donalds again.. i'll make a note to dash in the pennies in the box provided at the counters. other than that.. have to wait la.

Bangun pagi? ilek.. hahaha.. i sorta got up around 1'ish in the afternoon. i know, gila lambat!! aah, but that's hot! Last night i was contemplating the idea of whether or not to wax off me hairy legs.. hmm couldn't bring myself to do the wax strips, so i decided to use the wash-off foam instead! reason being? i wanted to apply loreal's self-tanning cream on my legs to make em' look tanned and sorta goldy-golden'ish glowy oh shut now please! (incase ur not aware of what the subject above means n ur wondering why i'm so fookin' jumpy rite now.. just carry on reading and you'll find out!)now? menyesal do, i feel as if i'm naked.. probably coz i'm just not use to it? gila satanic whatever sial!

              Hussein's everyday store was my first destination (obviously,after getting ready and applying all that self-tanning stuff la).Bought the paint and the brush and the roller and all, got a bottle of coke ( 'drinking' would be the last thing i wanna do at that exact moment). Got to the house, took ALL ME CLOTHES off and started painting. Tiba2 nak minum coke la plak kan.. and it was still in my bag.. so got the coke.. and that's when i found my "missing pill".. temptation risin'..heart-beat rapidly moving along with the thought that went thru' me head.. apa lagi.. lets sasau and paint the house u ols! ku telan biji itu..  and i continued to paint, half naked that is! ... took a break, dranked a bit of coke..smoked a ciggie.. started to get *high*..played all the music from me phone.. started dancing with the roller in my hand..and wearing nothing else but me undies.. how fookin' wicked is that? more like a loony that just consumed the wrong medication, that's more like it! .. melalak lah ku sorang-sorang.. with a bit of over excitement here and there, emo a bit here and there, and giggly and laughing me head off like it's no one's business..well come to think of.. it IS NO one's business.. well at least  not untill two gila gorgeous policemen came knocking on my door.. and me being in the state that i was,without thinking.. terus membuka the door wearing me fookin' undies with that bloody roller in me hand.. apa lagi, kawan terus terkejut la kan.. and one of em' said. :

Mr policemen  :

excuse me.. erm sorry to bother you.. r u mr. neil puki apa ntah? (giving me this look just as if to say 'eyh mate, it's only 20 celcius out here,can u be that fookin' hot to be standing there with just your undies on')

Me :

No,i've just moved here.( dengan kebuduhan ku that is almost unbelievable, up till now)

Mr policemen :

ok,sorry.. the person we needed to speak with told us he lived at this address, it's ok then.. erm.. (hesistating whether or not to ask me this).. are u ok?

Me :

yes mate, i'm aight ..( i didn't realize why he had asked me that...till later on)

              so the two of them went. I continued to paint.. tetiba.. it kept bugging me..(of course la donkey, ur fookin' stoned/high.. lil' things get to ya and it lingers on till u feel like ur going bananas! ).. then i went to the toilet to piss.. i looked in the mirror.. and i was like.. " oh my fookin' satan, i'm bloody half naked in me undies with a bloody roller in me hand.. no wonder that Mr policemen asked me whether i was ok.. i must of looked like a raging bloody loony on the loose! malu nya... and as i' finish the last few words, i'm still sum'where there.. sumwhere' over the top!

 

love ya b1tchas, ta'!

     That's hot! mtv movie awards was superb to the max! i really enjoyed watching it, even if it was just the repeat of it! it was way worth watching it then watching Big brother's wrecked up week! that bl00dy derek was on my last nerve, and mind u, he's still fookin' in there! benciness and upsetness! whatever..

      Anyways back to mtv movie awards .. rite, eminem performed well as usual.. but above the whole nominees and winners and all.. my most favourite part of all, has got to be the part where Miss MARIAH CAREY came out to perform! i mean like, did u guys noticed the special effects of the stage, where it was basically set somewhere around the 60-70's kot..everything was all black and white.. no,not just the clothes , them, the dancers! black and white... see how easy it is to get me all geared up. hehehe.. so.. when the music came on.. mariah appeared and gracefully stepped down the stairs in a killer red dress.. she looked absolutely stunning and she was definitely amazing on stage. even samuel L. jackson said, she was special! a bit of a rocky start at first,but she nicked it all the way towards the end..(n no, not nick as in stealing.. ) everyone gave her a standing ovation! gila best kan?

     Lindsay lohan was ab-fab u guys, she kinda pass in my view as a blond.. yea, u guys know rite that she had to dye her hair blond for one of her role in her latest upcoming movie! .. katie holmes announced the winner for "i can't fookin' remember the name of the award" to her latest fling, who else la.. Mr. tom cruise.. which reminds me, how hillarious it was when a reporter somewhere in london,squirted water onto his face whilst pretending to interview him! and boy was he mad! erm.. to wrap it up, i'd say.. jimmy fallon's the hottest host ever! yum-yum!

     On a different note, i went to town today.. erm didn't get much, except a few toilletries stuff from boots.. n got a pair of jeans from apt... found the book that i want, confessions of an heiress by paris hilton, getting that next week..and i saw this "definitely to die for" sweater like-suit from the 'versace sport' collection! gila lawa .. but the price .. gila puki mahal, it's like £190! erm.. i definitely , seriously can't afford that at the moment... plus it's summer now so i won't really need it, kan? maybe i might just  have enough to get it before the summer ends! .. well, on the other hand i could still afford it, but then i won't be able to buy other stuff that i might want later on.. not worth it eyh?  so bottom line is, i have to be smart..get a similar design that looks like it, but is much much much more fookin' cheaper than this versace sporty thingie rite? there, problem solved! have fun b1tchas, ttyl, ta'!

     

     

   Just a few days ago.. around 10 o'clock in the night,Somehow' i felt the urge to talk to someone.. a friend... but i didn't know who..  and since there's not many of them here in the uk (coz i haven't made  THAT many friends yet..) .. just a few.. and those 2-3 friends of mine, don't really know me that well now do they?Thus,my thought went straight for my malaysian mates. The names popped-up in my head, name after name, like a bloody chain,on and on and on.. biggie, babe lea,babe shah,fawa..just to name a few.. i mean like, who'd be up at 5 o'clock in the morning??? i WAS gonna call shah..but i thought.. budak ni sure sippin' on endless spirits and god knows what and he'd probably be too fookin' high to even know it was me callin'..it's just that thing on weekends..i pon sama join if i was still in k.l hahahaha.. oh yea! now i remember.. coz it was on a friday night that i called.. so ok,  i decided to call fawa instead.. biasa la malaysia's hilton heiress rite.. and boy was i lucky.. she WAS still up, actually she was on her way home from heiqal's place.. and despite her knackeredness..mana tak kan.. i just started to "pour my heart" out.. biasala paris.. non-stop talking kan? like i fookin' care what u people think of me.. takde i, tak complete k.. just fookin' admit it! i just hate these kids yg suke hanjingkan me from behind.. like hello, if i was non-stop talking about irrelevant stuff takpe aa gak.. this is like, all mind-blowing stuff k.. they wouldn't be coming back for more if it was not a fact, u nob-head! anyways,lets forget that,not affected pon,saja nak maki sket.. so,after talking to babe fawa.. i was simply just happy! happy that it made me feel like i was back in malaysia.. thanks babe, i lufffffffffff u muchie!.. on and by the way.. maybe ur rite.. maybe i'm starting to become anti-social too kot?

       

        Shah 'naughty-naughty' tried to play this trick on me! well frankly dearies.. he pulled it off.. BUT only half way tho'! .. someone else had already played this trick on me before.. but it was along time ago.. but this time i was sorta undecisive about the quiz. U see, shah told me to go to this web address and try the quiz out.. it's basically a love-prediction quiz thingie, where a set of questions are layed out and by honestly answering them, it will enable the host to predict the name of your future partner and also how long your relationship will last. I was really puzzled at first.. coz,if shah was really just messing, then i REALLY do have all the answers for the q's..but if the quiz was for REAL.. then i really don't have the answers..coz i'm not seeing anyone,i'm not having a crush  be it huge or just average over anyone.. at least not at the moment... i decided to type in the name ali.. n i knew by leaving it that way he'd go figure the second one in split seconds... imran! but sweetie pie..i'm so over him already dear.. i was gonna put  'shah bana' ( as a means of turning the table around on shah)..but then.. banana's not my huge crush  now is he? well he was my crush last year..but he was just a crush! urgh,see this is me.. always making the simplest stuff of all, complicated! ok, so i got punk'd by shah..( typing that with an incredulous attitude ).. happy now? hehehehe ;-p


          Speaking of  'paco raBANA' boy.. i wonder how he's doin' these days... hmm happy ke you,banana boy?? .. god, this brings back memories of me crossing paths with a guy called paco rabana banana! somewhere over the rainbow ( that's myspace tau).. a leprechaun (that's banana)..caught every eye that gazed upon him..(sebab he's so cute kot?).. with that,he carries a big pot of gold and filling it in with even more gold that he's happily picking up from all over the place(  that means,all compliments from everyone..comments and what not) .. he came across a rather unusual pinkish unicorn with a magical diamond horn.. ( that's me, coz i'm definitely GAY,BOLD and BITCHY n definitely loves pink,definitely cik so tah and he was questioning the reason why ppl call me paris ).. but the leprechaun could only see the unicorn from the other side, AND vice versa! ( coz we're fookin' on different sides of the world aren't we ).. ok.. wait a sec, this is going no where..terasa bosan plaknak meneruskan story-telling ni.. so lets just bloody get back to reality shall we? lets la u ols.. so anyways, i remember this one particular time, when we were having our msn session rite.. he really wanted me to stay and chat with him ( coz i said that i had to leave as i have some errands to attend to).. but he on the other hand had to finish his assignment.. so his solution??? hahaha, he goes on the web cam, and asked whether i'd stay and watch him do his work. I said ok, n so i did stay on.. and every now and then, he'd turn to the web cam, and smile, and wave his hand, and blow kisses.. and... and.. and.. ermm..well u DON'T really need to know what went on next.. n  lets just keep it that way eyh? .. no worries.. it was nothing serious n nothing sexual ;-p.. but paco raBANA BANAna boy never did tell me that he was seeing someone.. he said he's been single and still IS single.. but one fookin' dreadful' day, i received a nasty email from his SO CALLED partner! what the fook? partner? did i miss sumthin'.. since when did he have a fookin' partner? i knew he had an admirer from brunei,n that they were gonna meet each other when he goes back to brunei from new zealand, but i didn't think that he'd go steady right after touch-down ??? and what's his partner's problem telling me to back-off,when it's his fookin' banana  lover who went crazy over me, his so called, OWN 'PARIS hilton'?.. THANK GOD,mek dinch said hello to him at bleu bar coz later on he told me that was a bit upset that i spotted him and didn't even introduce myself..(sorry darling,that night i was in BAMBANG's arms) and then he said  he was really 'up for anything'  and we all know what that means,me and him in bed! i know it has been a year now since this happened, and i'm not complaining or stating that it's still affecting me, coz it SO is NOT! ..put it this way.. physically@ appearance wise ; he's af-fab definitely TO DIE FOR..but mentally/spiritually and emotionally ; he's not worth it! he's just not.. n to my dearest mate, who got hurt .. i just hope u'll get over him ok.. probably not str8 away.. but soon... besides hun, there's plenty more other fishes or sharks in the sea.. just make sure this time, u don't pick a FOOKIN' RETARD hahahaha.. eh u , just go fish@shark hunting la.. ! sugar pie honey bontot --> remember that? u know who u r..


lots of love,
BaBe PaRiS

Someone once said and i quote; "Bones may be weak  and hearts might be stronger but Bones heal fast And hearts.. mmm.. take longer!" .. what do u do when  u thought that  u've made the right decision .. only to realize later on, that probably it wasn't even right at all,coz it was wrong from the beginnin'?

 

    I don't know.. with all that has happened in the last few weeks.. i'm not really sure now.. sure of whether or not i've made the right decision coming here! I miss my baby sister,my brother, my dad,my cousins, my babes and my friends dearly! And it's getting worse everyday! Maybe it's just me being home sick.. but then again.. what of the whole "me being battered by my grandad" thing? that must of really left a mark somewhere inside, if u know what i mean...  but today right.. we ( me mum n i) called my baby sister up.. and when i heard her voice.. i nearly collapsed! the lines from her were really like shatterin' me to pieces.. bit by bit..

baby : abang  and mummy, kenapa u tak balik lagi ni? dah lama dah ni..

me/mummy : ya b, dunno yet.. dunno when we're gonna come back

baby : come back la quick.. i tunggu ni..  (with a really slow and crackly voice kinda way)

me/mummy : ya b.. soon ya.. ur gonna come here and visit us rite?

baby : ha.. i miss u! i miss u!

 like oh my god, how heart-breakin is that? LIKE TOTALLY kan??? u see.. i don't really know whether i want the perfect , "british life" or even  the "american life" ! I might just want the whole "malaysian life"! .. the part where i'd see my sister almost everyday.. or if i'm in kl.. i'd see her at least  once or twice every fortnight.. the part where i'd be out for late night supper.. roti canai and all.. the part where i can just wear shorts/bermuda pants without worrying whether it gets cold or sumthin'.. the part where i'd be able to drive  a car.. the part where i'd know almost every road.. know the people.. know the whole town! i don't know whether i want to be successful' in life.. i probably just wanna lead a simple life.. and fookin' just be happy with my malaysian hommies! can anyone help me on this??

    Sugar pie sista  Izan's in London.. shopping.. suke la minah pearl tuh!  jimmy's in perth.. studying.. shah and lea's  in kl... farah's suppose to be coming to london next month.. and ammir's in new york.. and the list goes on. It almost feels like a fantasy. I believe every other kid has had  this thought going thru' their head.. e.g ; "oh , wouldn't it be great .. if i could just hop on my private jet.. off to some exotic place, with credit cards and stuff like that.. bla bla bla.." and " oh let's go to PARIS, LONDON,lets shopping u ols..bla bla bla again".. yea, it'll be nice if it's true.. as in .. instead of  leaving it as 'just a fantasay' let it all become a 'reality'..  and it can BE true.. but u've gotta work for it? sure u've heard that many many times before eyh? but what if ur just sick of it? sick of keeping up with the jones and so? not because u CAN'T  keep up, but just because ur god freakin' just fookin' satanically fed-up with it? no offence to my darling friends , especially the ones mentioned above.. ur all bloody wicked and mama loves u for that! 

hmm what else?? nothing kot..!

nyeh,
mek tengah sedih gile nyeh.. semalam, aku tanya datuk aku, kenapa dia kata duit yg bapak aku tinggalkan kat dia hanya tinggal 7 ratus lebih, sedangkan bapak aku tinggalkan kat dia 2 ribu lebih. ok la, mak aku guna 394 kan.. habis aku ada cakap kat dia.. kalau nak guna 200-250 nak tolong2 nenek aku bayarkan bil2 sementara kite orang tumpang kat umah dia... guna la kan.. habis.. aku cakap mana pergi lagi duit yg lebih tu sampai tinggal 700 lebih? habis dia suruh aku diam , dia kata nak explain.. tapi tergagap-gagap macam orang yg bersalah..habis aku cakap mana boleh macam tu.. lepas berkali2 aku tanya.. baru dia cakap dia kasi anak dia,(pakcik aku) pinjam 300, tu kira 2100 duit malaysia, tanpa kebenaran aku ngan mak aku.. aku cakap kenapa buat macam tu.. dia memang tak tau nak cakap apa.. dia cuma kata anak dia mesti kena bayar balik, tapi aku marah la , aku cakap, dah tau anak dia kerja  cuci tingkap orang, duit masuk pun tak seberapa, mana dia mampu nak bayar sekaligus kan? bukan apa, masalahnya duit tu kan nak digunakan untuk cari rumah untuk di sewa.. dah la duit bapak aku.. aku tak kisah kalau dah dapat rumah and still have some extra money .. then dia nak kasi pinjam.. takper la kan.. dah la pakcik aku tu memang pukimak sket ngan aku.. hanjing tol.. tau la orang tumpang rumah hang, ya la for the time being la kan.. at least hang pa mai rumah kami takdak' plak kami mintak hangpa bayaq ni bayaq tuh.. F.O.C lagi! .. anyways, agak2 kawan(datuk) dah tak leh terima kot diri dah bersalah terang-terang ..terus buat keputusan drastik.. apa lagi babe, dia tumbuk mek nyeh! dia tumbuk berkali2 nyeh,macam dia tumbuk his enemy la gitu, walhal it's his fucking grandson.. lepas tu aku maki dia.. (knowing me .. all the f word semua keluar aa kan)  habis dia kecoh2 kat makcik2 aku ngan pakcik2 aku yg aku kurang ajar , yang aku maki dia and all.. trying to avoid the issue that he is in the wrong..  pada hal nyah.. dia tumbuk2 aku dulu, baru la terkeluar perkataan maki tu nyah.. dia tumbuk2 aku bertubi2 nyah.. kepala mak lebam, pastu ada kesan cakar panjang and berdarah gitu.. hello,kalau aku kureng ajar, dah lama aku balas balik penumbuk ke penerajang ke apa ke.. ini tak, aku tahan ngan tangan je tau.. ish,  Dia macam tak sedar ke.. diri bersalah.. tak amanah.. u know.. like my fookin' own dad has never done that to me, inikan pulak dia? pe citer babe?explain sket..

 anyways, mek tak sangka dia buat macam tu nyah.. mak tepon bapak mak, mak cakap mak nak balik malaysia.. habis dia suruh sabar dulu nyah.. mak tak tau nak ngadu kat siapa lagi dah.. lagipun mak terpaksa tidur lagi kat rumah datuk mak ni.. mak sedih sangat...datuk mek ni, ish..he's such a fookin' crazy old cracked up cunt diggin' shit-head!

aku cakap ngan bapak aku tu.. kalau by the end of this week, takde gak rumah.. mek nak balik mesia!! mak tak nak lagi sacrifice my happiness and everything just for the sake of others.. memang la terasa kesian gak kat my mum.. habis.. moi? who wanna kesiankan me? explaino sket-to!

 

p/s: this blog has basically, been composed in an informal malaysian language disebabkan orang2 hitam dan putih yg macam beruk dari hutan terkinja2 nak membaca pekebenda yg mek dah type tak ghenti-ghenti ni.. dalam hati ku berkata2 pada pak-pak hitam dan pak-pak putih di belakang ku.. korang ni BODOH ke.. BERUK BARU KELUAR HUTAN EH?!

(dated  14/06/05)

Oh my FooKin' saTan!! Last night was da' bomb ya'all.. teramatness.. I ni memang tak betul.. listen to this.. i forgot all about this masquerade party on friday night rite.. so when i got up on saturday morning, and OBVIOUSLY getting ready to go to town, i noticed that there was a message in my inbox.. who else la,gordy boy texted me and said .. "aaw man, u missed the party.. u would of enjoyed urself to the fullest.. me mates were waiting for u to come, i told them i was gonna introduce ya to em'..and they were excited"! I was like... WHAT???!!! what party? .. friday night? masquerade? erm.. eh eh eh! oh mi' gawd, bodoh tak?? i boleh lupa? the fuck? .. anyways i was a bit dissappointed tho'.. how did i fall asleep THAT early.. can not go la dey!

   Anyways, went to town .. didn't get much, only  like two tops from urbanspirit.. and then a few vitamins.. E, B complex and evening primose oil.. tetiba terasa wanna be healty la plak.. hahaha.. so thru' out the whole day.. i kept on going to my aunt about how fookin' bodo i was to have fallen asleep and missed the masquerade party.. dah la free coz it was gordy's friend's birthday party, free booze and stuff.. urghh. kebodohan!

   About quarter to nine in the night, gordy texted me and said that he'll be back around 11'nish..and if i was still up for green velvet, be ready around that time.. and as fookin' blur and dopey as i was.. it took me one hour or so to reply.. bengang tak bengang kawan kita tu? No,the reason why it took me that long, was because initially.. at first i wanted to go.. but then i thought, better not coz of the price of the ticket, which i would like to correct, it was not £13 but actually £14  and then the whole "thoroughly checked by the bonzers stuff"..but since i missed masquerade party.. and this is like green velvet u ols.. that tune we all just love to sing a long with.. obviously again, i decided to go..

  Met gordy around the corner.. walked all the way to town coz all the taxis were either just being a fookin' snob, or were filled with pathetic stinking scallies! Went to get the *pills*..then went off to this GILE LUXURIOUS AND VERY THE GLAMOROUS appartment to give some of the pills off to this guy called andy.. the way he talks (american accent) ..gila mengingatkan i pada zul! Anyways.. we reached voodoo around quarter past twelve.. got the tickets.. the bonzers checked us from top to bottom.. BUT! thankfully,he didn't check our shoes, coz gordy had the pills with his skunk and rollies hidden in his boots.. fyuh!! got in.. and it was like.. WHOA!!! Daymnnn girl,i started feeling the trip str8 away (coz we both took one each before reaching voodoo)..it was awesome.. the crowd was just fantastic.. and green velvet.. memang best!! i had to like sit down and rest for a bit, coz it was just fookin' hot in there.. and downstairs was like as cold as ice! and when greenie boy got the mike and started singin' his lalala stuff,everyone went crazy.. including me... i was totally 'in' for real! the event ended at quarter past 4.. then we went back to gordy's place.. and i was introduced to his other bunch of friends who were like non-stop teasing me coz i was fookin' tripping.. mana tak.. i had all together.. 5 and 1/2 pills .. they were all pissed drunk! with all the wine and whisky and shots of vodka and sambooka..(coz apparently one guy called pete, just turned 22 and they were celebrating his birthday).

    One guy called jimmy, was really nice.. comel macam baby.. and suprise suprise.. he's been to malaysia before! Apparently his dad lives somewhere between mont kiara/bukit damansara? he was like.. ooh paris, wish i'd met ya in malaysia, when i was there on holiday a couple of months ago! u could of showed me around and take me partying! so then he was like.. ok cool, we should both go back to malaysia for a holiday! aww niceness kan?

  It's twenty past ten in the night, and i still haven't slept yet.. the others are probably down at woodcroft , continuin' drinking or just gettin' stoned.. i, on the other hand.. still have one pill left .. should i or should i not take this pill and finish it off?

i leave ya with the lyrics of green velvet's famous track ;

Green Velvet - La La Land Lyrics

I've been the one to party until the end
Looking for the after party to begin
I'm going down to La La Land
I hope to see yaz soon in La La Land

CHORUS
Somethin bout those little pills unreal the thrills they yield until they kill a million brain cells
Somethin bout those little pills unreal the thrills they yield until they kill a million brain cells

Now I need to go,whos gonna give me a ride to the after show
I hope that I have enough change so I can make my brain rearrange
I'm going down to La La Land
I hope to see ya soon in La La Land

CHORUS

Oh what have I done, what happened to the morning
I passed the time away high again
I got to find a way to fill the space in time(8X)

CHORUS

La La Land is where I need to be
La La Land is the place that all sets me free

CHORUS (4X)

Brain cells
Has anybody seen my brain today? Ay
Can anybody pay my rent today? Ay

(dated 12/06/05)

 Suprisingly the weather has turned out to be FABULOUS these past few days.. yippie-i-oie! bestnya.. so i eventually DID,manage to wear those pair of flippies with me hawaian surfer shorts and so**very BIG smile* ..

  Gordon,texted me last night and asked me to meet him down at this pub called, woodcroft. I wasn't too sure at first, coz it was already half past eleven, and by right, the law here states that, on tuesday nights,no alcohol/beer is aloud to be purchased or served anywhere.. but i went down anyways, coz i knew he really wanted to c me.. it's been 3 weeks since i last met up with him.. ala kesiannya! hahaha.. so got there.. sat down with emily, luke and dave .. then gordon introduced me to kiran,hmm.. nice lad! anyways, as i had expected.. gordy boy lost his phone, which explains why he never got the msgs n so forth! apparently, he was having too much fun ,when the whole town celebrated liverpool's victorious night! yup, the match between liv. n ac milan! kesiannya again!

   Most of em' were pissed drunk! i only had one bottle of tiger beer coz i knew if i was to continue drinking, i'd probably not stop! Mana tak nya... they were going for after-shots of sambooka, my FAVOURITE!! but i had to decline the offer, as i had to wake up early today for an interview. nOTHing grand like.. it was just for my national insurance number, that's all.

   I'm suppose to go over to gordy's later, but i don't feel like it, coz i know he's gonna roll' me spliffs.. sure stone tak ingatnya.. tak mau aa.. if got 'coke' me want la..;-) hehehe.. oh yea! which reminds me.. this saturday.. CIK LEA jangan maki hati ye.. i'm of to town with those kids that i've mentioned up there.. i'm going for GREEN VELVET you!! the pills the pills the pills.. hehehehe.. all of ya's have fun now ya? luv-luv, ta'¬!

Mummy came back for the weekend. Was simply happy and glad to have her back, even if it's just for the weekend.. coz she had to go back.it's just that the doctor's still  a bit concern  to whether or not she is really fit to be discharged! oh well, better than nothing eyh?

    The weather's been shitty these past few days... it's suppose to be summer soon, and  all that mother freakin' nature does .. is send rain pourin' down and freezin the shit out of me! i hope the weather turns out af-fab soon,coz if it doesn't, then the stuff  that i've bought today will just have to be stored in the cupboard till it's time for em' to come out again... hahaha!

    Went to town again..(that's all i do over here on saturdays). Thought i was just gonna window shop, coz i was trying to save up sum' money to get a fewkin' i-pod from my cousin's friend.. apparently his friend  got 'lubang' to get em for just over or less or even at exact amount of £170.. which would only be about 1000 plus in ringgit.. if i'm not mistaken, it costs more than that.. i dunno.. but i think it does.. oh well fuck it, i couldn't be arsed to save up and i couldn't help myself ..retail therapy was definitely on-call! ..  so i went to this place called urban.. and i got a pair of  surfer  shorts in light-blue n white colour.. and then decided to get a top to match it! then.. i went of to nike to get a dry-drift cap to match with the 2 other stuff  that  i got earlier on.. then i got a beenie hat from sean john , also in blue! very the blue-blue today ;-p,  And finally ... with the money that i had left :-( , i manage to get that limited jean paul gaultier's summer spray cologne the one i've been aiming for.. i just love the bottle..it's very rare and unusual .. aaahh ..it's SO classy!

p/s: hmmm, wonder how me babes are doin? u guys been fuckin' lately? and orgy or 3sum 4sum story that i NEED to know of?

... boo-fcukin-hoo! bencinya.. there's good news and bad news.. the good news is.. or shall i say WAS.. that paul van dyk was spinning at cream ibiza's 10th anniversary.. supposely with felix da house cat , ben carter,jodie apa ntah.. and etc. the bad news is, i didn't go! ;-( .. well i was fucking sick, with septic tonsillitis and the headache and all sorts.. i just couldn't be arsed!

  Went to fcukin town.. didn't manage to find those pair of havaianas flippie tht shah had mentioned earlier on.. i couldn't find the shop.. probably they don't have it here..  so went to top shop, and got this pair of hawaian flips in brownish-creamish and another pair , different design tho' in white! tapi bodoh tak.. nama je jual kat top shop... but made in vietnam and china.. benci tak??? i should DO business here! sure gempak  gila nya!

   Liverpool won the uefa finals.. it was almost unbelievable... did u guys watch the match??? everyone was pysched here! beepin' in the cars.. dancing on the streets, gosh.. i'm tellin ya.. it was better than millenium.. BETTER THAN SEX! and i'm just lucky to be here, coz i witnessed it all... for all the liverpoolian fans out there.. TOO BAD U WEREN'T HERE! HAHAHAHA...

p/s: missing ma malaysian mates.. missing my malaysian hommies! ;'-(